posted on Sep, 4 2014 @ 12:16 AM
By request, a thread to elaborate on the human experience and reincarnation. The content and discussion will focus primarily on what I know from my
own personal experiences with reincarnation, out-of-body experiences and in the bigger picture, the human experience. The resources for the material
will not come from any book and I will cite from memory entirely thus preserving my own interpretation of how my understanding is shaped into this
point-of-view. I've managed to pull a lot of memory into this current life, and as a child struggled with the dying process in a past life. I've
had thousands of out-of-body experiences which have allowed me to further explore these hard questions if so much to only answer my own curiosity.
Take it or leave it at face value, I am simply passing along my interpretation of many non-physical experiences in a textual summary.
If we existed before this life as something else, why the hell would we ever incarnate as a human?
If we do in fact "Incarnate" the very notion of this implies that a part of us post-human existed prior to the current sojourn that we are having
now. Much of the focus of our local religions and beliefs are that we do not exist before birth. For some we die and go to an after-life. For
others we just die. Many religions have tried to tackle this enigma and as most are very old and ancient transcribe with rich metaphors and
archetypes within a colourful language mixed with assumptions, superstitions and beliefs.
So let's get to the meat of it. If we existed before this life, why would we leave this "other" reality to embark on a journey into this reality?
The most basic answer to this fundamental question of why stems from an interest our desire for new experiences. I'm actually jumping ahead
chronologically as to when I was able to remember my pre-human self rather then touch on the past-life memory as I feel this is far more significant
in answering the question. By the time that I got to this answer, I had already had hundreds of out-of-body experiences and was picking apart
fragmented memories of several lifetimes not just the one that strongly haunted my child hood memories. Being in the out-of-body state, or as I like
to call it, "being self-aware when the body is asleep" opened doors to many forgotten memories.
When the opportunity to travel through what can be best described as a memory stream of one's self post-human, like hitting rewind and snapping back
to a single perspective what I encountered of my post-human self was that I was very, very bored with the current state of my existence. Not that
existing itself was a problem rather it was not very exciting nor dynamic. What was it that I remembered of this part of myself? In tracing back to
this reference point, what I encountered was an awareness that existed in non-physical information system that for the most part seemed more fractal
and geometric like living in a Mandalbrot set.
The problem was, like any fractal awareness the patterns although interesting were repetitive and as that was largely all I knew at that time, made me
restless and bored for new experiences. Compared to Earth, it really wasn't anything to gawk at. It was a very primordial experience, although in
it's own right beautiful and interesting, just not a lot of change. Something, and I really don't know what or how brought my attention to this
particular system which at that time seemed like a hyper mesh of fractal patterns as it seemed very much like a globe of light but really complex
patterns emerging and it had an excitement about it.
Well, it enticed my curiosity and I wanted in. I wanted to know what the buzz was all about. How could this place be any better than the old place I
was already in? So it was my curiosity and desire for new patterns of experience that drew me in. Was there rules, regulations, important details
upon entering? I don't know, I just dove in with absolutely no expectation or knowledge of what was here.
So how did that happen? How do we go from "there" to "here"? Again from experience there is a portal which is really like the Entry Station to
Earth. It's a very elaborate system, has beings that assist you to pick and choose what you want, or if you don't know they just toss you into
something. I've gone back there several times in the out-of-body state to watch people pick their human characteristics, even go in as couples and
groups to have an experience.
From that perspective, it's not a big deal you project your awareness into the portal, it feeds you a very powerful information stream which I will
elaborate further on, and you literally integrate your awareness into that stream of information thus locking you into the larger global information
system that Earth represents. Very much like a matrix if you will. The information stream compartmentalizes and partitions your awareness so that
the former self memories are nicely locked away so that your current life experience is a pristine fun adventure here on Earth.
In many ways, movies like "Total Recall" and the "Matrix" do remind me of this system because while we are down here as an individual having the
human experience, we are actually still back there partitioned into different aspects of our conscious and unconscious self which no doubt if you go
out-of-body you will encounter the being of light, think it's some other dude when in reality it's just another branch of yourself, but still
Needless to say, what I was able to explore made it clear. We were not reincarnating because of some Karma debt. Earth represents a very wide range
of deep fully immersed interactive experiences that are new. If you were like me, just a boring awareness with very little dynamic change in one's
reality, coming here was like completely mind-blowing material. It still is...
Now what makes all of this so interesting is, when we become this "human" avatar so to speak, we forget that we were once this other awareness
(which is still us but post-human) and what I discovered is that when we become "locked in" to the "human personality" which we grow into, when we
die as you might expect you emerge with all the expectations, beliefs and experiences of that current personality. So guess what... it makes the next
step choice as to what you do next (as it's still you but now a little mind fkd. So it wants to be rich because that life was poor, or it wants
revenge against the person who killed it's child, or it wants to see what it's like to be a woman or a man... lots of more things to experience and
the system don't care, it just slaps you back in and off you go.
For me, it was the previous life where perhaps maybe I was starting to get a little tired of the death/rebirth cycle having now died in a war and
emerging into this apparently new reality (which actually is far more old and ancient than one might think as it pre-dates Earth). And well, I
didn't want to go back and be human again. There was this being of light, that insisted that I go back and this time it would be different and
despite my kicking and screaming so to speak, it won and I woke up in a new body. As I grew up from the ages of 2-5 all of these memories not only
scared the hell out of me as a child, but haunted my dreams, I'd even go out-of-body at that young age and complain about being sent back.