Well, I think this is for me. I don't know why it is, but ever since my longboard accident, the phrase "wake up" has been more frequent in my life.
Eventually, people started saying it to me, as a joke. My friend even said wake up under his breath shortly after my accident in the middle of a
conversation about his day at work.
Every time I see or hear it, I just yell out, I'm trying, but I don't know how, not caring who hears me or what they think of me being a crazy person.
I have too many chain lucid dreams where I go about a normal day, wake up into another dream. I can feel pain in my dreams, electronics work normally.
The only thing that isn't as real life in my dreams is the perception of time......
There was even another thread on here with the title wake up, which had nothing to do with the thread, which was just a piece of art, in the color
scheme of blue, my favorite color.
I'm really scared guys, but don't call the loony police. I live life as if my what ifs are false, but still think about the possibility of truth.
*edit* this is also going to sound the crazy, but if the world is a holographic projection, I am the source. I am the one perceiving the world through
my eyes, my mind. It's hard to explain because obviously this fits all of you, but it's like playing a video game. You can only control the one
character, but interact with the rest. I am that one character, you are the rest. No matter how you look at it, the characters are still not that
"one." Even they know, they aren't "him."
Yup, I'm officially loony. But I'm also 19 & 1/2. Or maybe I just need a break from ATS.
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