posted on Dec, 22 2014 @ 10:57 AM
Purpose of this post is to offer explanations based on my experience not to scare anyone.
That night I did not see him set out on his way. He got away from me without
making a sound. When I succeeded in catching up with him he was walking
along with a quick and resolute step. He said to me merely:
"Ah! You are there..."
And he took me by the hand. But he was still worrying.
"It was wrong of you to come. You will suffer. I shall look as if I were dead;
and that will not be true..."
I said nothing.
"You understand... it is too far. I cannot carry this body with me. It is too
heavy."
I said nothing.
"But it will be like an old abandoned shell. There is nothing sad about old
shells..."
I said nothing.
He was a little discouraged. But he made one more effort:
"You know, it will be very nice. I, too, shall look at the stars. All the stars will
be wells with a rusty pulley. All the stars will pour out fresh water for me to
drink..."
I said nothing.
"That will be so amusing! You will have five hundred million little bells, and I
shall have five hundred million springs of fresh water..."
And he too said nothing more, because he was crying...
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery, The Little Prince
1) What is going on during alien abduction? So called alien abductions likely include more types of contact. The typical one is about drinking. Like
other life forms greys need to receive energy from their environment. Their way is vampirism. They really tried hard to justify that and calm me.
Despite my animal side sometimes I asked them to kill me. Justifications are:
- It is natural and delicious.
- Our children belong to us.
- It is price they pay to us.
- It is gentle act compared to destruction of life forms on physical plane of existence. Even if you are vegetarian (my case) you have to hurt and
kill plants and take food from other beings (milk, eggs) to survive.
- To be consumed by higher life form is an honour. - This one is probably the most controversial, but my alien animal insticts tend to reflect that in
way I will be eaten one day for future greys and it's great.
2) Why it often feels like sexual assault? Because to drink they use same part of body they use to make children. Abduction is not about human
genitals. I am not sure, but they need to connect to root chakra to feed from the source that is normally used by incarnated subtle body of soul.
During abduction they take for a while that source from snake twins attached to human body and chakra system. They explained to me we don't have that
source, because we don't incarnate to physical plane, only exception is newborn grey. In my opinion many "abductions" are performed during deep
sleep and person is not aware of that. She only wakes up tired.
3) What makes greys so scary? Probably the lifeless aura surrounding them. That freezing beautiful white light radiating from place between ears is
like death. As a grey I percieve myself as the opposite of child in my wings. Child is life and I am death not in the meaning of "to be dead", it is
more like motionless base of feelings people are experiencing when they in their life encounter death. It is like to be at the one time sexy grim
reaper, alien queen and once in less than 3 weeks happy mother of two cute alien chest busters. Sometimes I think this root of sense of death people
know originates from the time when they were evolving in grey's womb and it is in fact their memory of grey mother. Life-death contrast makes my love
to snake children very strong and my insticts tell me that abduction is act of love for other beings just like my whole future existence as a grey
while my human mind is crying in horror, because all spiritual teachings seem to be fairytales similar to Santa legend.
I am not making fun. Regardless how ridiculous or insane my claims probably are, I wish I could help at least one abductee. Peaceful Christmas.