posted on Sep, 24 2014 @ 01:00 PM
Well, just want to update to whomever comes along....
camping trip a few weeks ago was... well... an experience. kept having bouts of what I called grumpus maximus. kind of like pms. stupid things
really irritated me which normally don't. even my friends. I was glad to come home after almost 2 weeks.
When things seemed to level out again in my brain I decided to take the next step.
last week I stepped my 10mg down to 5 mg. So here we go again. grumpus maximus kicking in again.
Got in a fight with xm radio yesterday and cancelled my subscription to a second radio. So irritating to not be able to talk to a person that
doesn't speak fluid english. communication breakdown for sure.
Today I told off a client of mine. very out of character for me but they were trying to take advantage of me and , well, I wasn't having it. so
long no big loss.
not sure if my new attitude is a good thing or not.
But on the bright side, I'm not having panic attacks like I used to. My shaking has almost entirely stopped. I wake at the crack of dawn every
morning. My Energy just keeps going through the roof. And I have started sleeping in my bed for the first time in 5 years.
I'm hoping about 6 weeks of this 5mg then I'm cutting the cord. It's been a tough row to hoe but I'm almost there.
Can't wait to say goodbye to this.
and to anyone just looking into this... go for it. It's a bitch, but you won't regret it.
Don't let Big Pharma take your life away.