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originally posted by: kwakakev
a reply to: Apoceclipse
As for your deprogramming, I know there are big problems with hypnosis with all the traps, work and procedures that have gone on with it. Do you think if you could get your hands on all the programs that have been used on you along with all the delete codes it could help? Would you still needs someone to lead you through a hypnotic deprogramming session or do you think you might be able to undo the programs yourself? Are there any other ideas, clues, tips or requirements on deprogramming. Is the ultimate goal to restore your self determination, improve your quality and functionality in life and remove the covert influences over you?
originally posted by: Apoceclipse
a reply to: kwakakev
The ultimate goal (subject to fine tuning) is to assume full control over all parts of myself (mind/heart/body/soul, ~ compartmentalized, 'controlled', 'augmented', tampered with, underdeveloped, underutilized or not) and to use everything (abilities, information, etc.) to be, and cause the change I want to see in the world... and BEYOND Hehe
There is a lot of people that somewhat fit that frame of timeline, but there are so many factors… bloodliner? is your family defecting/in therapy? have you found a good therapist? have you been subject to something 'randomly' that really triggered memory flooding etc? contact with sympathetic operatives even… too many variables to generalize framework for a theme of recovery.
Nice bit about forgiveness. I understand what was done and why, and all of it was not for good reasons. A lot were very nefarious. This is not just being done by intelligence agency for reasons of national security. This is done in large by secret societies, some going back a long time, some with very nefarious agendas…
I understand, and forgive, but that is not the same as being ok with it continuing…