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originally posted by: TerrorAlertRed
a reply to: Apoceclipse
If they have you in MKultra, you'll be deprogrammed when they want you to be.
originally posted by: Jefferton
If you like this kind of thing, you should try Vampire: The Masquerade or something.
At least then you could go outside and play fantasy.
originally posted by: AnteBellum
a reply to: Jefferton
If you don't post what you need assistance in, how are we supposed to know what you want.
Don't you remember the training, use the password!
originally posted by: GENERAL EYES
Just curious - what branch do you operate under?
In the meantime, I'd recommend some of the techniques employed in classic Cognitive Behavorial Therapy.
(short version - stop self-victimizing and focusing on yourself under the banner of being a TI, develop interests outside of your programming and whenever your programming resurfaces, use the CBT to replace "their" set of instructions with your own positive and forward moving ideals.)
Only you know what you want to become.
We can give advice all day, but in the end, you're going to be doing the heavy work on this issue.
Best of luck to you.
originally posted by: b14warrior
That picture of the person with the gun is creepy. I assume it is you?
...by not going PM? We won't be able to discuss sensitive specifics and get anywhere without PM/Skype... There are plenty of valuable resources of therapeutic value 'for the flock' readily available here and there... I'm trying to get help developing this inter-system communication so I can... EDIT..Eh, never mind, hehe. EDIT.. BTW, real cute twist added in when you wrote greenbaum. How appropriate, har har...
originally posted by: Cauliflower
If there are any MKULTRA deprogramming experts on ATS think of the therapeutic value they could instill on the whole flock by not going PM. The greenbaʊm speech looks interesting, reminds me of a brown tree I saw at a Dali museum after drinking too much coffee. This looks like a good thread to watch and could run deep.