posted on Aug, 16 2014 @ 11:57 AM
I would say I experienced my request from God's perspective. How could I love anything truly without a greater understanding and for that I needed to
look inward. I was humbled by it, blown away. Rebuilt to an extent. The answer in my mind to our problems is consciousness and that comes about from
an effort to know. For if you knew all things you would have an absolute knowledge that in the end there can only be love and truth. When I said I
loved God before it was mostly idealism. When I think of God now I can see how a parent could hurt with the child in punishing it. If you are the kind
of person that it kills you to punish the child you know it's only because you want the best for the child. You want him or her to be conscious of
it's actions and to think, to grow.
Mankind falls asleep easily and seeks not to know. We have to be urged along and this happens easily through painful events. When we are empowered or
too comfortable in life it's easy to be casually judgmental. It's natural for us. It's one of the reasons it is so important to be humble and kind.
If not our errors begin to multiply and reverberate through those we come into contact with in our lives. In that way a grain of sand causes the seas
to rage. It only takes one.
I fully acknowledge that we suffer now. I think this will continue to get worse also. Not because the world as a whole is evil. It's every little
piece of gossip we indulge in. Every cruel and inconsiderate thing we do compounds over and over. Currently up is down, right is wrong, a lie is the
truth and vice versa. The world has embraced a lie and loved it. Hatred also. They judge other peoples errors with a lack of knowledge and find their
own just. Done so at a time when humanity didn't have to suffer and great strides could have been made in our spiritual development. But people
became empowered on an individual basis and embraced lies and greed. They exemplified self without reservation.
In us all is two things that govern us. One is this physical existence where we worry about food, shelter, reproduction as well as what it takes to
guarantee the continuance of these. When not empowered or comfortable this physical life can be a desperate existence. Which often makes us willing to
do anything to preserve ourselves. Which makes our own little world of I, me, self. Self preservation. Then there is the spiritual part of us. Love,
truth, kindness. Aspects that often don't seem to make sense. As I have read it though the flesh is the test of the spirit. What do you have faith
in. I am an example of having lost much faith in the physical where once I worked hard to keep it paramount. I can see where in the Bible the poor man
is taken into God's care and the rich to Hell. And on this last don't think I'm indulging in religious dogma. When we pass I think we see ourselves
in God's eyes and judge ourselves. In the end we all come to God regardless. As I have come to understand it.
I wish ruin for humanity. But it's not because I hate mankind. One could play an idealistic version of here and now, say once again (as in our
history) that we are on the cusp of enlightenment. That has always been a self motivated lie though. Mankind has to change at an elemental level.
It's consciousness has to be raised. I think we all know from our experiences what that will take.
originally posted by: 5StarOracle
a reply to: Apollumi
So I wonder if you feel as though God punished you? Or do you see how he showed you how you did not love him, and what you needed to change that you
may come to love him more...
I say he showed you how much he truely does love you...
I understand your point made on a lesson for mankind, but in truth we have failed far too many tests already, and I ask you do we not suffer even
Know you need not suffer alone instead let us all suffer together for each other until there is nothing left to suffer for...