posted on Aug, 12 2014 @ 04:59 PM
a reply to: Jennyfrenzy
Aww lord....I've not got much done today when I woke and fired up my computer to see this terrible news. I'm packing up house as I'm moving on
Today my personal world stopped and stood still.
I've shed a tear on and off all day. I see news reports, postings on the net, and I keep asking why? But inside, I can understand why, but wish
somebody, anybody, could have just seen the signs that night. Part of me thinks he was in that dark, dark place here bailing out was the only choice
that makes sense, like the blackouts when somebody is inebriated thinks is the best option. There is a part of me that can't understand with his life
long addiction problems, and the level of care and support he had available to him, that nobody could see a suicide being a possibility.
You were so lucky to experience his uniqueness and quirkyness at close quarters.