I'm having a really bad day today, I can't see past the bull shyte. It's everywhere I turn, I can't find escape! I need to vent!
It started when I was born and continued from there.
I had my head filled with bull shyte by my family, usually with bull shyte that contradicted the previous days bull shyte.
Then I went to school and guess what? Bull shyte! Moses on one wall, terra-phucking-dactyl on the other. How do you know a question is insolent if
it is only the first time you ask? When you are only seven years old? I was so upset that I stopped asking questions. Luckilly I snapped out of it
before I was diagnosed as apathetic and medicated for it.
So I decided to go against the grain and be an individual. By dressing like and listening to the same music as all the other individuals. Yep, bull
Then I was a fiance in the throes of courlty love that would last forever and ever. Enough bull shyte to fertilise my entire countries farms.
Then I worked in healthcare. Did the system support me in taking the words 'health' and 'care' literally? Nope, just a conveyer belt of people
with no where else to go. Just sign your house over to the nursing home owner and you will get a five star, all inclusive 24 hour a day nurses at
your service, best food available... BULL SHYTE!
Then I was a human rights activist. 30 rights each for every country last I checked. Nothing but first world privileges, or on the other hand an
opportunity to attack world leaders for the lack of privileges in their country. Even when we are the cause of their lack of privileges. bull shyte
bull shyte bull shyte.
So along comes election time. Con, Lab, Lib, UKIP or Haven't-Got-A-Chance. Bull shyte.
I put the TV on to take my mind off it all and guess what I see on the screen? Yep, more bull shyte. I flick over to the 'non-fiction' news
channels...deep breath in...............and release...........
I turn to alternative news and discover that a reptillian from Orions Belt is reading my mind as I read and my details will be sent to the CIA along
with DNA samples from the vaccine needles that caused my current day 'ails', and apparently it's all down to some guy named Obama, (unless you are
reading this in the future, in which case it will be the other guys fault).
If I sit out in the garden I hear my neighbours talking about bull shyte, if I stay in my house, they sit under my window and talk about bull shyte.
Sometimes I get so annoyed I will go and relax at the park. It goes like this. I sit down, light up a ciggy and wait for the token non smoker to
ignore all five of the empty benches just to sit next to my and start coughing dramatically.
I would go to the pub and drink away my problems but apparently a woman walking into a pub is code for 'Please ask me for sex'.
If I don't dress up I am accused of giving up on life and if I do dress up I am called a sllutt. If I try to get around it by dressing nicely, but
conservatively, I get accused of pretending to be something I am not.
A man broke into my flat and I woke up to see him sat on the end of my bed. He wanted to talk to me about my Dakini status apparently, at four AM. I
knew him and pointed out both his foot and finger prints around the window to the pigs. They said there was nothing they could do. If they cannot do
anything legally about him breaking and entering, and I am not allowed to do anything legally about him breaking and entering why even class it all
against the law. Lets all just break into other peoples property and do as we please.
I turn up to the supermarket with no children, no car and clothes that I have had for years and am charged 5p per carrier bag because of the vast
amounts of CO2 that I emit. Do they consider all the CO2 emited by people working late to earn those extra 5p's?
If I put on weight I am using up NHS resources that are meant for younger generations. If I lose weight I am a bad influence on younger generations.
Older women tell me that they wish they knew what they know at my age and that they wished they had the guts to be themselves. When I have the guts
to go against the grain and be myself apparently I am anti-social. If it weren't for the fact that I respect my elders I would tell them that the
correct term was asocial and that my asocialness is the effect and not the cause.
People I thought I could trust haven't been in the slightest trustworthy. This has happened so many times know there can be no doubt that it's my
Every time I discover a new truth, it proves another 'truth' to be false.
I believe the only emotions that exist are variations of love and fear but my 'empathy' is used as a weapon against me if I do not feel love for
someone that it is fashionable to love. Starving Africans and other people that wouldn't piss on me if I were on fire are frequently at the top of
this list, just ask my new friend the Nigerian Prince, he agrees with me I'm sure. Also just why is it that I am always made to feel responsible and
guilty for Mr and Mrs M's decision to bring nine children into the world? In a desert? During wartime? That happens to coincide with a permanent
famine? What happened to the money I sent for condoms? Spent on bullets no doubt for the weapons so generously donated by my government.
Dust and dirt. Cleaning in general.
Parents in the queue. Some think adequet discipline is telling the child to phuck off, visciously and loudly. Others glare at you when their unruly
kids run into you. Some don't even know where there kids are because they are too busy texting.
Why does everyone on ATS seem to get valium chemtrails but me?
Street lights come on when a car with two white, and two red headlights go past on a clearly marked road. I walk along the same street in darkness.
George Orwell and that Idiots guide to ruling with step by step instructions. 'Thanks' George. Nice one.
Some people go out every weekend drinking, screwing and fighting. They bottle and stab each other, throw bins into the road and set off alarms at all
times. They are just lads being lads. I stay home and smoke and I'm labelled a dangerous criminal.
I could see from a very young age what Jimmy Saville was like on TV with those young girls. Why do so many say they didn't see it. Surely not
everyone was out making tea at the same time?
Shills and misinformers of the people.
People being more concerned with having control over others than they are having personal power over themselves.
Electricals being made to break after 3 years by my governments pals, then having the government tell me the worlds dwindling resources and warming
are my fault.
My governments pals.
People that are communists when you have cash and capitalist when you don't.
Fake people and bull shyters.
Grants from the EU being spent on pretty plant pots and benches when people are sleeping in hospital corridors.
Talented people that create selling out and forgetting the original message.
Insurance companies, solicitors, salespeople, Jehovas Witnesses and other con artists.
Manipulative, vindictive people that claim to be acting out of principal or honour that are constantly complaining about being taken the wrong
It's my lungs, my heart, my brain = My business. No, really.
So anyway, that's my day so far.