posted on Dec, 4 2004 @ 11:44 AM
I also grew up christian/catholic. I remember asking my grandma many questions when I was in grade school, about god and jesus,ect. All she could
tell me was she didn't know, and she didn't question it, she just knew what she was tought. I didn't bye it. You "have to" question things.
I've always believed in ufo's, aliens, ect. but it wasn't until I was between forteen and sixteen that I really dove in to the search for the
trueth. I remember at sixteen I was going back to the catholic belief,after falling away and not ever fully believing it. but because I thought it
was the oldest religion to man. then it struck me, the more I read in the bible and the past of the religion, things didn't seem right . to much
control, fear, and murders all in the name of religion. then relizing there were older ancient beliefs. (sorry alittle off subject)
So I guess It started with the search for the right religion. And now it's just a search for many trueths/cover-ups of things some humans really do
I don't know about you guys but there has been somthing inside of me that says things don't feel right, there's a bigger picture to be seen. So
here I am at 20 years old looking up conspiracy's. I geuss the biggest motive is curiousity.
Psycological view on it: Maybe we just want to be part of somthing big, not to be left in the dark...... ( I don't know just a thought)
concerning why others don't care , and laugh at us... Probly brain washed by gov. or the church has them so tight and they don't question it...
It's hard to tell why they are close-minded
good luck on all your journey's for trueth!
[edit on 12/4/04 by trezpiterian]