a reply to: sad_eyed_lady
My mother Alice has been disabled and in pain since she was a child, at the age of three her half and illegitimate borther william hallsworth (my nan
made a mistake as there is no S in Hallworth so mixed up the name she gave him) pushed her at the age of three into the roaring fire over the fire
guard, he at the time was about 12 and my mother was hated by her own family because they were catholic and her father had taken her to be baptized
church of england like himself.
She was then neglected (her father was out of the country havind had to change his identity as he worked for military intelligence) and came down
with globapneumonia which was a very serious case of pneumonia though she recovered from the burn's and pneumonia but her mother (Isabella) did not
want her back but also did not give her up so left her in the hospital and signed whatever document's the doctor's asked, now this was the 1930's so
the doctor's, under a doctor Coleman whom later moved to america where he experimented on people there and is quite infamous, experimented on my
mother and used her as a human guinea pig from the age of three to the age of six, a doctor brian macfarland introduced infected bone tissue with
osteomyalitis into her body and then they experimented with various techniques and procedures to research a cure for that disease which was a known
killer, Now my mother survived all of this but her body is riddled with holes and area's were there is only a layer of skin over her bone and yet she
went on to give birth to nine of us.
One day many years later she was struggling with her half a hip to carry some shopping home when a lady whom was a complete stranger with a scot's
accent came to help her, she would not take no for an answer and my mother found that Betty was a neighbour and they became friend's, my mother called
betty her only TRUE friend a genuine friend and there was no nicer person any one could meet to which I will attest as she was a genuinely lovely
lady, about ten years later betty came down with a very rare bone cancer which literally turned her bone's into a chalk like substance and she died in
terrible pain, My mother was inconsolable having lost her best friend but she has alway's been sensative like many whom have been near death many
times and she dreamed a vision which she knew as real, she saw betty and she was young and beautiful again and so very happy.
She has also seen member's of her family whom have passed and they too are young again, even william her half illegitimate brother whom before he
joined the army in the early 1940's obtained his correct birth certificate under the name of William Taylor his rightfull name and not Hallsworth or
as it should have been Hallworth.
SO Yes you are young but according to my mother if you are bad her then you are usually bad there and vice versa if you are good her then you are
usually good there, when bill came to her after he died he had two other men either side of him and when she saw betty she was alone and happy a
shining soul as she alway's had been, betty was a hard working honest mother with many children and a good woman so she did go somewere good.
This may sound odd and convoluted and seem to go off the subject at time's but I filled in part of the detail so you could see both my mothers story
here and what she experienced as regard's to how old we are there but according to one medium I once read he said you can be any age you want there,
on the other side.
For myself though I have alway's been different and do not get on well with people, I find it hard to trust or reveal myself to them so I would like
to leave this form behind for ever and go somewhere out there away from them, there are good people but I am at time's dissapointed with them and with
myself so I think Humanity can have itself and I will leave if that is an option.
edit on 24-5-2014 by LABTECH767 because: (no reason