posted on May, 21 2014 @ 09:06 PM
I think Chi or whatever we may call it is very real. I've been meditating for about 4 years, and about 6 months ago, I started feeling the flow
through my body. At first, I tried to identify, and verbalize (which was a mistake) what was happening. When I look back, it was my spine that was
becoming aware of itself. It's really very hard to describe, but it's almost like you become aware of your spine in a 3 dimensional way of seeing
it. For example, you breath in air, and you become aware of your back, and then front, and then lower left side of your torso, and vice versa. This
is something I was doing unintentionally, but at the end I've realized that all I was doing was simply becoming aware of my torso (back, front) as I
If you think about it, we never really do that. It's right underneath our fingertips, and yet we don't give credit that it might be hidden in such
an obvious place.
Once I became aware of my spine, I've quickly become aware of the energy that's surrounding it.
As of now, I'm having orgasm-like feelings along my spine. I'm able to do this with my breath. I can see that there are three areas in the body.
Lower, middle, upper.
It's been 6 months since I've gotten initiated into this, and it's evolving, but Chi or whatever you may call it is very real. What I am
ultimately is that I feel like I'm the electromagnetic expression of my highest cognitive function, at any given moment. Whatever I make that moment
But I'm very new to this. There's electricity going up/down my spine, and there's also magnetism, but I don't know what any of it means. I know
that there's lots of literature out there, but I've come this far myself, and I don't want to be affected by other definitions, and start expecting
the outcome based on their definitions. For some reason, this is really important to me.
Chi, or whatever you may call it is very real. I think the body that we possess is incomplete, and it's subject to evolution, only if we let it
It gets very scary sometimes, when I feel like I've collected all the electricity/orgasmic feeling at the bottom, but I don't know what to do next.
Just when I feel like I have an idea, it all goes downhill.
Maybe it's time to admit that I don't know anything....
Chi, electricity/magnetism is real. There is change. Change is constantly happening, and it's on the outside, but what's inside is the only
constant. It never changes, and it picks up from where you've left off.
It seems like the spine is the point of reference, and it's where this electricity/magnetism gets collected, and then it goes up, to the
At least this is my impression of it. And it's more real than all the things that I've known to be real.
I never thought it would be like this when I got into meditation.