I'm going to be as straight forward as possible right now with experiences I've had when meditating. I do not expect this to alarm anyone nor do I
wish it to, but this information has alarmed me so much so that even after spending most of my life in some form of meditation, I have been shaken to
my core with the strongest sense of fear I have ever felt in my entire existence.
My name is Eric and I was born into this body in Oceanside, California in the year 1987. I've never fit in with society, I've never understood
society, I don't even know why this is so but that's what has been given to me in this life time. Despite it all, I love my people, I love all of you,
even all plant and animal life, even the forces of nature. I am no troll, I am no delusional being nor have I ever been diagnosed with any major
illnesses or diseases, either of body or mind and yes I have had myself checked many times due to my experiences. I've spent my life giving to others
freely, accepting the suffering I am given on a day to day basis, even after finding my true self, my bond with the Creator, I still have a hard time
with the lot of my experiences and that's just being as straight forward as possible.
I started knowingly following a spiritual path of meditation and mindfulness when I was 14 years old but didn't start having legitimate experiences
with OBE's and inner visions till about 2009, so give or take 5 years ago. This started out pretty serene minus a few scary happenings here and there,
but up until about a year ago my experiences never gave me any prophecies or future visions. At some point I was able to recall memories of
experiences that I have not had in this life time so I assume they were from previous incarnations, but other than that nothing too miraculous has
happened. Until today.
Since 11:00am this morning (-8GMT) until about an hour or so ago I have been in a deep meditation, usually I just sit deep within myself and
communicate with the Source or whichever you would like to refer to it as, God, Higher Self, etc. But this time it was different, this intelligence
that normally assists me in comprehending vast subjects of thought relayed to me visions and information that in a way seemed to be saddened as it
told me (I don't understand how I know this, it's just what I felt). But what came from this scared me so much I snapped out of mediation and have
been pacing my house for the past hour trying to calm myself down while attempting to rationalize what to do about this. I feel like the weight of the
World has been placed on my shoulders and I don't know what to do, or how to live with it. Now as I explain this remember this information came to me
in the form of instant understanding coupled with visions, hopefully you all understand what I mean by that.
From here on out is the explanation of the vision mixed with my understanding of what was being relayed to me.
It started out as usual, I was bathed in colors and energy in what feels like an endless vat of soothing warmth, I was communicating with my Source
and was begging it to help me understand why the world seems to be falling apart. This is where things got weird, suddenly this ever-pervading sense
of comfort was replaced by this sense of crying ones soul out, I can only partially use the example of getting your heart broken for the first time by
your first love is how this felt. As this feeling came over my inner visions of brilliant vibrancy suddenly coalesced into a deep dark set of hues, I
don't know how to explain it better than that. Immediately I found myself standing on some part of the earth, possibly the palomar mountain range near
to my home. I was standing outside with crowds of other people and we were all there due to a terrorist attack that knocked out all the power in
atleast the California area. People were panicking while others were trying to setup some sort of tangible homestead for the influx of people fleeing
the cities and the mobs that were robbing everyone of weapons and supplies. It wasn't as chaotic as most movies and video games portrayed it, infact
there seemed to be a decency amongst most of the people I was surrounded by that really made my heart warm.
Then all of a sudden everything went PITCH black, I don't know how to explain this any better other than it seemed like the entire universe "blinked"
for a moment, as this happened a ROARING loud voice unlike anything I have ever heard screamed "ALL IS BEING TRANSMUTED INTO GOLD", then as the
blackness vanished my vision returned to where it left off, except with what sounded like a billion jets flying above head, and I mean a BILLION, this
sound shook the entire ground and vibrated through every cell of my body, it felt like my skeleton was being detached from my flesh. Everyone looked
up, EVERYONE, and in that moment it seemed as if the entire Earth stood still, above us was the largest fireball I have ever seen, with many smaller
pieces burning off around it. People around me started falling to their knees, others fainting where they stoodd, but not a single person could make a
sound for the sound of this asteroid or meteor was so loud you couldn't hear yourself scream. I saw it flying West over the pacific ocean at such a
speed all I could recall was a white flash in the far distance and a pillar of smoke that rose immediately to the heights of the upper atmosphere,
this was something I have tried to imagine after seeing such movies as deep impact and 2012 but to be honest it was so much more. The trail this thing
left behind EASILY covered 1/3 of the visible sky above. As soon as I understood that it hit a land mass and not the ocean I jumped out of meditation
and am still feeling the effects of that vision.
It was beyond real and I can't explain how I know this but we do not have much time left, I don't know how much time exactly but I wasn't much older
than I am now. The part of me that is clinging to not wanting to accept this is desperately trying to alter the information I was given and I'm
guessing its because I don't want this to be true, but my real self, my soul, it knows this is happening and that this cannot be avoided.
So please everyone who reads this, tie up any loose ends in your life, love your family, spend as much time with them as possible. I know nobody will
believe this and trust me, I don't want to either, but I know this is coming and it's very near. Please please please express all the love you can to
what matters most to you in this life, for the sake of your own well being. I love you all and I'm so sorry for this but I've never felt stronger
about confessing anything in my entire life than I do with this.
God I hope I'm wrong. Peace and love be with each and every one of you.
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