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vethumanbeing …It was unbelievable (an entire vanilla white birthday cake in the round 2 layer traditional) what was most intreging was what it said around the one candle burning: "Today is the day to be celebrated as you are finally born". Broccoli and carrots, jeez I at least got a hotdog within a bun and mustard. What they didnt have a grocery store near by; I would have demanded at the least a large bag of 'Cheetos' and a coke. …
VHB … it happened literally within 7 minutes of leaving the hotel room door. Manager of the hotel was contacted after I was in custudy 2 hours later. They knew my entire name beforehand (this was when the manager was informed a ToTo dog is on the loose and to find it). Im pretty sure I orchestrated all of this before incarnating in this lifetime, and simply forgot. You are having similar problems yourself (its the rules) you may think "I have these plans for this next lifetime" go over it again and again, and are told you will not be allowed to remember (you say; of course I will). NOT.
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WanDash … Why do you think/feel that you would be able to go toe-to-toe with Demi-Gods, if they are real? Maybe your understanding or definition of Demi-Gods is a little different from what I have understood (read). …
VHB Funny you should finally get around to that (because I created them and know exactly how they tick) they have been anticipating the possibility I may have actually incarnated. No need for me to be 'Undercover Boss' anymore; its too late for them (they had their chance). Have I ever incarnated before? yes as the individual expression of the humanbeing; hense my name. What can I say it is my truth/reality of what I am. Imagine Jesus's tribulations (he, Moses, Abraham, and John B. should have been locked up). These are my percievable truths as I understand my being is all.
Baddogma
Hmmm... that was a half-arssed OP.... seemingly whizzed up on a phone between the hash bar and the potty... but the fact that it gained traction and is now on the "front page" speaks volumes about something or other.
But as people are only capable of focusing on one or three things at a time, taking a second to ponder this thing, life, we are experiencing is never a bad thing... unless one is morbid and realizes we could be puppets ...at the whim of a dreadful, deranged, bored god-entity.
reply to post by vethumanbeing
Im not sure why you are trying to decifer truth outside of your own
awakendhybrid
Almost everything I come across gets run through my "feelings filters" to get an idea about what I really think about that information. Even after I've made a decision on that information though I still tend to question it. I still tend to wonder if my personal opinions have been somehow affected by conditioning or if it is really a TRUTH poking at me to accept it.
And, I don't know, I guess if I still end up not trusting 'truths that resonate with me' then I suppose it is me I don't trust yet.
infoseeker26754
reply to post by WanDash
...You could use Christ, Buddha and the like. They held the world as if it was theirs. Nothing to do as Owned, more like caregivers who had the extra energy to carry farward like the Light Givers.
...It is one duty to offer your own power to help the world no matter how small it may be. Really, Life is the only thing inportant. Pass it on so it can move, grow and continue in whatever way it can.
...Everything else is just the game, veil you yourself play as Ego. If your not helping the Whole. What good are you? Your either helping live continue or killing it slowly. Even your own. Just like the Fly, bug or snake, really did not have to kill it. Grap a cup, put it outside. We call them pest's, only it's their World Too!
...How did we get this Right?
...Peace
awakendhybrid
reply to post by vethumanbeing
Im not sure why you are trying to decifer truth outside of your own
Hmm...okay, let me see if I can find words for the ideas floating around in my head:
I guess I use the word belief loosely...but at the same time I see myself willing to admit that what I would LIKE is for it to be a belief and actually be able to trust it.
Almost everything I come across gets run through my "feelings filters" to get an idea about what I really think about that information. Even after I've made a decision on that information though I still tend to question it. I still tend to wonder if my personal opinions have been somehow affected by conditioning or if it is really a TRUTH poking at me to accept it.
And, I don't know, I guess if I still end up not trusting 'truths that resonate with me' then I suppose it is me I don't trust yet.
infoseeker26754
reply to post by WanDash
Gean Roddenbeny made Star Trek right?
You do know the idea came from some data found in a computer the Gov had right? One day a cleaning being done and a file was found way back in the 60's!
That was one big computer and one very large file! No one knows How it got there so the story goes! I do not recall any computers that good back then, and if so. One would have needed 1,000,000 floppy disks to input the infomation!Peace
infoseeker26754
reply to post by WanDash
while growing up Loved Kirk, Spock and felt I was there. One day while over at my Auint's found a book how Star Trek started. That was 36yrs ago!
Another time while in prison, knew a man that actually drew starships, stations down to the Tee! Whole citys even! On other worlds! Had 30 yrs on me, was 20 at the time. Said he even drew some of the stuff on Star Trek in the past. Right! Prison! Okay.
Yet the drawings were so detailed, even the windows you could actually see outside them! People, plants, nothing left out but the fact it was on paper! Even had Special Visits to his cell to take a look! Blew my mind since no one can just come into a prison and visit anyone in their cell!
In order to draw something so fine a picture. One would have either been there or actually been part in the making of them! I believe his name was Todd, 102-51375.
Peace
WanDash Some of your response did not post on my screen – so, I’ve included it, here.
vethumanbeing …It was unbelievable (an entire vanilla white birthday cake in the round 2 layer traditional) what was most intreging was what it said around the one candle burning: "Today is the day to be celebrated as you are finally born". Broccoli and carrots, jeez I at least got a hotdog within a bun and mustard. What they didnt have a grocery store near by; I would have demanded at the least a large bag of 'Cheetos' and a coke.
WanDashNo grocery stores within a few miles of the place… There was a Walgreens a couple of blocks away… But, alas – I’m over it.
Happy Birthday! (Did you eat all of it?)
How odd! How odd!
VHB It happened literally within 7 minutes of leaving the hotel room door. Manager of the hotel was contacted after I was in custudy 2 hours later. They knew my entire name beforehand (this was when the manager was informed a ToTo dog is on the loose and to find it). Im pretty sure I orchestrated all of this before incarnating in this lifetime, and simply forgot. You are having similar problems yourself (its the rules) you may think "I have these plans for this next lifetime" go over it again and again, and are told you will not be allowed to remember (you say; of course I will). NOT.
WanDash Why do you think/feel that you would be able to go toe-to-toe with Demi-Gods, if they are real? Maybe your understanding or definition of Demi-Gods is a little different from what I have understood (read
VHB Funny you should finally get around to that (because I created them and know exactly how they tick) they have been anticipating the possibility I may have actually incarnated. No need for me to be 'Undercover Boss' anymore; its too late for them (they had their chance). Have I ever incarnated before? yes as the individual expression of the humanbeing; hense my name. What can I say it is my truth/reality of what I am. Imagine Jesus's tribulations (he, Moses, Abraham, and John B. should have been locked up). These are my percievable truths as I understand my being is all.
WanDashOh Well
(I think I already knew that…but…needed a refresher course.)
So – you are well past a Messiah complex…I’m glad it’s you.
For a while, I thought it was me…and, I didn’t like any of the endings I saw in store, if I was right.
WanDashSo – I then went to a Devil complex and then found a complex even lower…(one, where even Hell was embarrassed to call me a resident)…and eventually, settled on a complex just below the bottom of the barrel. I thought that fit better…and have stayed pretty closely aligned to the same, since.
vethumanbeing
...Its the vibration you feel/see is all; what you resonate to. Ive looked (peered into the at the Abyss YELLOW), shall I come and take your hand and pull you into a 'someplace else' existance?.
awakendhybrid
reply to post by veteranhumanbeing
Im not sure why you are trying to decifer truth outside of your own
Hmm...okay, let me see if I can find words for the ideas floating around in my head:
I guess I use the word belief loosely...but at the same time I see myself willing to admit that what I would LIKE is for it to be a belief and actually be able to trust it.
Almost everything I come across gets run through my "feelings filters" to get an idea about what I really think about that information. Even after I've made a decision on that information though I still tend to question it. I still tend to wonder if my personal opinions have been somehow affected by conditioning or if it is really a TRUTH poking at me to accept it. And, I don't know, I guess if I still end up not trusting 'truths that resonate with me' then I suppose it is me I don't trust yet.
WanDash
vethumanbeing
...Its the vibration you feel/see is all; what you resonate to. Ive looked (peered into the at the Abyss YELLOW), shall I come and take your hand and pull you into a 'someplace else' existance?.
Honestly - and...in all honesty...
Just the fact that you would say such a thing, is enough to lift my outlook beyond anything I've been willing to consider for 5 or more years.
So - thank you
vethumanbeing
...I am very capable of doing just so; its up to you and of course complete trust is the intrinsic idea implied then as an applied forward ideaform of betterment or (enlightenment) is overlayed upon the percieved negatives of your pitty pat existance all false. Why the false negatives you choose to embrace in/as the past (because it is convienient and familiar inso being EASY) also allows the stasis you exist in as/are within as a comfort; a reasonable convienience (dont rock the boat).
WanDash True enough. I have none of the information you appear to possess. And, while I entered into the 'experience' believing the world...the plan...was being revealed to me - in short order (6 to 9 months), I found otherwise.
WanDash I'm not blaming anyone-or-thing but myself.
A year later - the 'Experience' and all its manifestations returned...only, this time - it was intensified 7-or-more fold...with such intensification placing me in a chair with me succumbing to two dimensional-vampires.
WanDash I do not know that any of my perception/s of those months was correct, accurate, or whatever...but, I will say that the events continued to grow more and more intense, degrading, defaming, threatening...etc...until I did, eventually, simply present my neck to their proverbial axe...At some point, I realized that I was still alive...and, by not answering the phone...they had no power...and...they had to get in line with every/any-one-else that wanted a piece of me.
ALL of the phenomena continued... Some...even intensified... But...I chose to continue living until I die.
WanDashThere is another side to the story that I cannot divulge in this forum... And - yes - pity-party would aptly describe that aspect.
Perhaps someday - in private conversation - if it is still important to you - I will explain...In fact - it is the only part I would really like to explain...but...that's also the reason I can...not.
WanDash Hope you know that I'm telling you this because of my deep affection for you and the many conversations we've had, previously.ETA: When I say that I don't know that any of my perceptions of those months was correct...etc... It might ought to be noted that I was working in a Legal profession, in the midst of many other legal professionals...and considered, at the time, to be the best among them. So - while they may have had some indications or inclinations that 'something is off with this fella'...my ability to deal with Reality's blacks & whites...was unaffected