posted on Apr, 4 2014 @ 07:49 AM
About 2 weeks ago on 2 seperate occasions, something weird happened.
I have never had an experience like this before and I can't let it go.
Wondering what it means and if anyone else has ever experienced it before.
To increase my chances to find someone that can relate or knows more about it, I decided to post here.
To set the scene, I will first explain the situation.
A few months ago, I went on holiday and found a love.
After my holiday the love remained and I figured out a way to meet her again.
This in the same place because she works there.
Before my second visit, the thought crept up to me, that I might be her 'escape'.
That she uses me to escape her 'old' life.
But I let it go because there is no use in thinking those things.
The only thing I did was tell her that she was so hard to understand.
She told me that more people have said that to her.
Anyway, 2 weeks ago we finally met again and it was fantastic.
But as I already said, there were two rather funny situations.
The first was late at night, we were trying to get a cab for our new found friends, an american couple.
At some point we were literally crossing a small bridge and that's when the woman turned to my love and said:
"I see what you're doing, you are using her as a bridge to what you are trying to accomplish"
Everybody was confused because it was like a message out of nowhere.
I tried to get her to tell more but as I did she already forgot what she had said and why.
So I let it go.
A few days later, we were on a beach looking at the sea.
Left to me sat an older, very intelligent man. A medical professor who advices governments.
He was seeking me out to tell me about his rather difficult situation envolving his family life.
To the right of me was my love. Being in the middle, I was blocking sight for both.
At some point I shifted a little bit backwards, so they could make eye contact.
Not long after, this man, out of the blue, says (pointing to me):
"You, I can read." And then pointing at her. "You I can't read" And he elaborated a bit more explaining that it had to do with facial expression.
He concluded saying "That's about all I can do here", leaving me with question marks over my head.
And he just continued his sad story.
At home now, I told two of my friends, just to check.
Both confirmed that it is quite weird.
What I hadn't told my friends, but what might be important to tell now, is that I know that she is very capable of lying.
And now I am confused. I just want this to be an uncomplicated love affaire. My intention is to enjoy the scarce moments we are together. But now that
these incidents are haunting my thoughts, it is very hard to do just that.
Thanks for reading.