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reply to post by Scotscorps84
Tragically my Mum was murdered on new years eve 98/99 by her boyfriend and his friend (making me 13). While watching the fireworks on TV with my Dad , I got a really bad feeling and remembered a dream I'd had which involved the fireworks, a bus traveling to the area that my Mum was killed and in the end of the dream she was dead. I didn't think about it at the time but this dream and feeling has sat with me all these years along with a dream I had the night we were told that she had been killed (the next day) I was in a cafe close to where she was killed, she bought me a juice and as she went to leave the cafe she told me "sorry, I can't fight this one" and walked out the door. - See more at: www.abovetopsecret.com...
I was told my children's names, descriptions of old photos of my grandparents on my mothers side (id never met them they died before i was born) I was told about my mums death and how she passed, her alcohol abuse and how eventually my life would turn around. This was amazing to me but i didn't get carried away or excited during the reading i wanted to give as little away as possible. At the time she made some premonitions about my future which strangely have started coming to fruition with frightening accuracy. I was also told that my mum has visited and will continue visit my children. She mentioned a red admiral butterfly and strangely enough this had been found in my boys room only days earlier and I have seen out and about often. Also that she would flicker lights to let me know she was around. I live alone now and my lights often flicker. My son also calls my dog Casper the name of my mums old dog which i have never discussed with him. I feel crazy for believing that I do have a spiritual connection with my dead relatives looking out for me.
Then.... I start looking at numbers in my life I was born in 1984 my ex partners DOB is 1.9.84 my children are born in the August (8th) 2004 and April (4th) 2008 the lady in my life now who btw was predicted to near pinpoint precision almost 3 years before i even met her, even down to her having a daughter that would share my grandmothers name (btw this child isn't mine so i did not name her she was 9 when we met) her DOB is 8.8.84 and she happens to be from LA which are my mums initials also 1984 was the LA Olympics.
reply to post by Scotscorps84
Fear of the unknown is normal.
I remember being scared to the very core of my soul when I was young, and all kinds of weird things were happening to me.
It was traumatic!!
The way to get over your fears is to learn all you can about it. Watch the t.v. show, The Haunting Of, if you get it. The medium is Kim Russo. She takes people from the show, Celebrity Ghost Stories, back to where their haunting occurred and explains what the ghost was trying to communicate.
This show will increase your understanding of how spirits try to communicate, and also help you understand that they are just people like us, only without a body. Nothing to fear there.
You need to overcome your fear before delving into the paranormal. Fear attracts negative energies into your life.
There are some spirits that are negative, so you need to learn how to protect yourself from these entities by saying a prayer for protection, using white sage, etc. to keep the unclean spirits out. Don't let that scare you from researching further.
Your mom will be there to protect you.
Is there anywhere I can read up on this? and what would I be doing? increasing my abilities of premonition or being able to act as a medium? See, this positive side excites me, it the negative side not so much.
I never watch horror movies, I am easily made to feel uneasy in my own home yet I can't really ever stop looking into things, even though I frighten myself for days over stupid things.