A lot of people think it'd be cool to witness something that answers the age old question of are we alone in this universe? I know that if you are
reading this forum, chances are you already have your mind made up..,but how many of you have actually either truly witnessed something or are in
communication with non-human entities? What is your reality now? What are your thoughts on the wholesome Speilberg tales vs the real world? Do you
still think it's cool?
As with many things in this world, the reality can be pretty harsh. I know mine is and it's hard to know if I'd have been better off not knowing.
Enlightenment vs a "normal" life. Without the constant stalking and harrassment. A life where there are no whispers in the dark or giant eyes
formed of clouds looking at you whenever you go outside. Or people walking by having conversations about the personal details of your life. People
you don't even know. That is my reality. Everyday.
But would I decide different? Trade my 3rd eye for a life without white cars everywhere? I don't know. But it would have been nice if someone had
told me this was going to happen. I will get into and post photos later, but I think it's important for people to know the effect this has had on my
ET and Friends
One thing that I noticed very quick is that alien beings talk to each other. Once you have that moment when you look at each other and they know you
can see them -- consider yourself marked. If one species is aware of you, then they all will be aware of you. And it's not long before they come to
your house. It wont be a casual knock on the door and introduction, either. It will be sets of eyes in the dark. Ranging from pitch black to a
metallic blood red. Or even worse, a bunch of little orange dots pointing all at you like gunsights. They will want to know who you are and you
will see them everywhere. Even in places not physically possible in the dimension. Reflections on windows and movement in the corner of your eye.
Their way of saying, "we know where you live." They observe you like creeps. Staring.
If peeping aliens freaked you out and you back off, then they will go away eventually. If not, then the mobbing starts.
You will figure you're just being paranoid at first. Perfectly non-descript people that you don't know coordinating their actions with each other
with the sole purpose to get your emotional state raised. Strangers being rude to you for no reason. Groups of people having mocking conversations
about the intimate details of your life. There's no way average citizens have the time to follow you everywhere. People aren't sadistic enough to
purposely mess with you in these ways. You might even laughably think you can go to the police.
Here is another harsh truth: You can't. Police will not help you. They make sure it's never enough to file a report. Even worse, these people
enjoy what they are doing. And if you have gotten to that point, it's just the beginning.
My Reality (after being diagnosed NOT Schizophrenic)
I have no privacy. Everywhere I go, there will be people. If I drive somewhere, there is never a point where there is not a car on the road or
someone casually walking their dog. Mind you, I am a Photographer who likes Night Photography and to have people walking their dog in the middle of
nowhere at 2AM a good two miles from the nearest house...thats not normal. Or cars driving by an area that I know is always deserted. Always with
perfectly average and non-descript people. Any store I go to, there is a long line of those same people. The whole time, I hear people around me
whispsering things like, "Oh my God. Look at that guy." in disgusted tones. Or security gets told I saw seen shoplifting. It's a never ending
train of psychological abuse that is tailored to my specfic personality by people who I have never met. They threaten me in passing. Walking by
saying names of various people in my family. Or have amused conversations about hurting me within ear shot. But it's never able to be proven.
Meanwhile, I am followed by clouds. The sky can be clear blue except for a cluster of clouds over my house. Photos I take have Giant eye balls
looking right at me and there is a whisper in my head. Saying the come in peace. Or wilderness with giant praying mantis-like beings staring at me
with a whisper of "leave us alone" and tall dark figures that project a very distinct feeling that you don't want to meet them. These are things I
will get into further, along with how I came to befriend the cloud beings and theories on these "people."
By this point, I suspect a lot of you are already putting me in the nutter catagory. That I have delusions of grandeur and wear a tin foil hat. Did
a lot of drugs and am now a perma-fry. Even if that were the case, it's important to keep an open mind. Thomas Edison and Freud liked to use
coc aine. Neuroscientist John C. Lilly liked acid and Ketamine. Drug use isn't necessarily a disqualifying factor. There is a difference
between that and addiction. I am not by any means saying to do them or not. none of my business what you do. But i wll say that I truly feel the
key to understanding and communicating with non-human beings and entities will never happen unless our Third Eye is open. Until we can consider more
than the limits of our physical forms as viable, we will never be more than simple creatures to alien beings. Stunting our own growth.
Do i think it's cool to communicate with alien beings? Yes, but at a cost. My personal relationships have become strained. My professional life is
gone. My emotional well-being is constantly being put to the test and and no one believes it is happening so there is a lot of isolation. Is it
worht it? Would it be to you? Sometimes you just have to flip a coin and let fate decide.