posted on Apr, 5 2014 @ 12:44 PM
reply to post by calstorm
Thank you and know that you are in my thoughts as well.
I am almost sure that you also posted on the holiday thread. Specifically the one on christmas eve. I just wanted to say thank you. It was enough to
know that me and my family and my friend's mom were not alone.
She came over to our house that night because her family was pretending like my friend didn't exists and no one even asked how she was.
I showed her the thread to let her know we were not alone and there were others out there also struggling.
I remember that she pretty much lost it because her own family moved on and here a group of strangers were acknowleging her son.
I remember sending PMs out to others that were going through stuff. Not that I could help them, just to let them know.
Its foggy for me because sometimes there is just not enough booze out there.
I think there were 3 people that night that was going through grief.
I wish people could understand that holidays, anniversaries are rough and although I may be angry or distant on the outside, that inside I acknowlege
that you care and it means alot, but its easier to have a front than it is to break down and just let the pain out. Especially infront of others
during a gathering.
edit on 5-4-2014 by palmalBlue2 because: (no reason given)