reply to post by WhiteAlice
Uuuhhhhh....firstly .....you fail to comprehend that I get your username source.....yes. You are the radio tower in your mother ' s story....or
however you want to project it....okay. The idea that that story is just a 'sad' story and nothing else would be laughable if it wasn't so telltale in
itself of what I said when your username told me a lot about you. The idea of your mother knowing the name of a radio tower on a military instillation
...as a child ...and her father immediately slapping her across the face after....in your words "freaking out" might give anyone cause to
wonder....since her father freaked out according to you....and instantly slapped her across the face....behavior...which by the way is less a product
of freaking out and more in line with exactly the kind of profile I am describing for Monarch Multiples....in terms of immediate pain to dissociate
the child from forbidden knowledge ...as is common practice in Monarch families where one member is a KNOWING handler/programmer ....I had heard this
type of thing before. Your mother sounds like she had spontaneous breakthroughs into her alter states....and obviously most would ask HOW your
mother...as a child 'visitor' ...and I would put money on it she wasn't just a visitor
and obviously had been there
before....how would she have known the name of that radio tower....a" national security " name...according to you?
But since you deny me any validity...well....okay that's fine. It 's all purely incidental that you chose that username.
Also...in another post...you seem to think I took offense at your links to Aquino and whoever else you pasted in the post that I replied to...the one
you said you just want to 'direct' me to ...out of what was it...kindness or helpfulness...whatever...punctuated by a rather smartass 'your
welcome'....as if you were doing me a favor and I was just to arrogant to notice...so you were gonna let me know it. Right?
The problem is you completely missed my point...which seem to be a chronic issue with you....!
I said the reason I came into this site in the first place was because someone on the other site said Michael Aquino was in here a doing a Q & A right
then and there....yesterday ...and in fact the term "right now" was in the OP's thread as I said...and I said ALL that because you directly insinuated
that I showed up here on this thread where you happened to be posting and talking in part...about having worked with ....basically me...but had not
mentioned my name...and you inferred it was somehow intentional as if I showed up here on purpose...as YOU were posting about working with
me....making me seem sonehow nefarious in my intentions here...and giving other's that impression.
Paranoid to say the least....but did I call you that? No...I patiently explained the reason and motivation as to why and how I got here...even
reframing it in a positive manner...so as not to make you look...well...really paranoid. I made it clear that my intentions were to locate Aquino LIVE
as I had been told...NOT to read a six month old transcript...which you wanted me to 'thank you' for pasting in here that six month old link ...but
nevermind that you missed my point completely...I wanted to confront him online WHILE he was here as the OP on the other board led me to believe
it....therefore no 'thank yous' were in order.
As for your seemingly endless supply of marginalizing pseudo-psychoanalytical remarks about me...my 'pysch' profile ...according to you and whoever
else you buddy up with here...including an obvious handler character....frankly, I could care less about your opinions about me...remember...I worked
with you on another site....that you feel so abused and sonehow damaged by it that you are still rattling on about on this site and who knows where
else...as evidenced from your posts previous to me showing up here ...is sad...and is as I stated to you previously much to my regret that I failed to
assist you to WHICH I HAVE APOLOGIZED for my lack of skill level to do so when you came to me for assistance. However...the idea that anything I did
could have somehow done you harm is really ludicrous...partcularly when we are talking about an interaction online. The damage my dear was done a long
time ago by people far more capable and intending on doing you 'damage' by creating you into what you are....whether you want to admit it to yourself
or not...a. ...well...why say it?
Your mother sounds like she was driven mad by the programming and for that I am very very sorry.My mother also...it happened to many....not all
reacted in the same way....personality differences...why do sone Monarchs go mad while others wake up...while still others never wake up out of their
perpetual trance of denial imposed upon them before they could speak?
Why do some yet begin to wake up and then lock down and refuse to go any further preferring to deny their own truth?
These things I do not know...or perhaps will never know.
But....you will no doubt dismiss this reply as you dismiss me...I have no doubt with added commentary that diminishes and margenalizes me while
claiming your independence and pounding your chest (not literally mind you least you misconstrue this)...in a manner that makes you feel superior and
so much more on top of your own s**t than poor old OSR.
Well....good luck to you then.....and do yourself a favor...just skip over my posts....so you won't have to keep repeating all that in so many words
and you can move on and stop obsessing about how poor misguided OSR really tried to screw you up and make you believe in....Santa Claus...or the
Easter Bunny...or whatever you THINK I did to you....or TRIED to do.
Vaya con Dios then....
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