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But at the end of the night all we want is somebody that is all about you.
Ever since me and my girlfriend split my view on life has been completely different. How can someone say they love me for that long, only to completely grow cold on me and bail. It's the most confusing painful emotion ive ever experienced. For once in my life i felt significant, important. I had somebody I could share my thoughts, fears, emotions with without fear of judgement because I knew she loved me and would never look down on me. And then one day everything went away. I was no longer significant to someone.. I never felt so alone. I tried filling that spot with hanging with lots of friends, lots of partys, drugs, sex etc. But at the end of the night all we want is somebody that is all about you.. I just want to feel love.. even tho im young it's just something i FEEL i need to have.. Im not that person who just wants everything. Ever since I was young i was never the cool badass guy who could scoop up girls off there feet. I was always a sensitive, empathetic person who always tried to see the good in people no matter what they have done. I just always believed that there has to be a girl out there that can sit and watch movies with me and get into them like I do, someone who can sit here and listen to me talk and actually be interested in what i have to say, someone who is happy with ME and is not searching for the bigger better deal. Someone who will stick with me to the end no matter what hardships we might face. Someone who actually likes to hang out with me because they enjoy my company and not my money and things and the opportunities i might offer. Someone who loves me for who i am.. I hope i find that someone someday..edit on 24-3-2014 by BruceEFury because: (no reason given)
Don't worry about the mythical "her," because you know what? She'll be there when you least expect it and when you least DESIRE it. She'll show up when you are focused on something else. She'll be earning a pilot's license alongside you. She'll be working in the paleontology lab, or she'll run a retail outlet that takes woodworking on consignment.
Ever since me and my girlfriend split my view on life has been completely different. How can someone say they love me for that long, only to completely grow cold on me and bail.