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PoetLaureate
Great topic. I've never really thought about this that deeply. The truth I see in it now is astounding though. It is surely the cause of a lot the depression, anxiety and mood swing problems I have. Being taught to bottle it all in and being told that I have no reason to be experiencing those feelings in the first place. As many people have said in here we need to learn how to manage it, not completely suppress them so that they end up coming back with a vengeance.
djz3ro
reply to post by zuimon
I hear what you're saying but some feelings should be denied, my partner suffers from really bad Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and she has feeling she wants to slice herself open or take handfuls of pills, thankfully she denies them.
djz3ro
reply to post by zuimon
I hear what you're saying but some feelings should be denied, my partner suffers from really bad Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and she has feeling she wants to slice herself open or take handfuls of pills, thankfully she denies them.
Personally I don't deny myself anything, my position on the social ladder does that for me enough.
And, despite how it sounds I am actually a very happy, content person
~Lucidity
I don't know if this is applicable, but here goes....
I think there is pressure on us from many directions to deny or at least internalize our feelings to conform or fit in to society's expectations a great deal of the time.
Put on a different face at work, play the politics, not say what you feel is right, because if you do, you're criticized and judged for it constantly. Toe the line or keep your mouth shut...
...Why? Maybe because people are more open now and there is more to judge. People seem overall to be getting more intolerant instead of less. Maybe that's because they're internalizing too.
Itisnowagain
Anger happens, there is nothing wrong with it - and there is nothing right with it - it is life happening. If there is no resistance to what is happening there can be no one suffering from life - there is just aliveness.
Itisnowagain
reply to post by zuimon
Wow. Isn't it amazing? Thank you for posting this thread, it is so true.
Feelings are life itself and yes people are always seeking other than what is actually appearing as life. Each arising feeling is like a flower flowering - there is nothing to be frightened of. Who knows what feeling will appear next?
If one is fearful of the feelings that arise one becomes numb by not allowing them.
We learn to numb ourselves as children, because like you have said, parents are scared of feelings too, they deny their own so teach children to deny them also.
That which is actually arising is aliveness and it is denied most of the time - in favour of other. 'Other' is never here so life is denied - no wonder there is so much suffering for the human being. Being is denied in favour of what should be - but who says you should be anything other than what is?
Know thyself.
zuimon
Itisnowagain
reply to post by zuimon
Wow. Isn't it amazing? Thank you for posting this thread, it is so true.
Feelings are life itself and yes people are always seeking other than what is actually appearing as life. Each arising feeling is like a flower flowering - there is nothing to be frightened of. Who knows what feeling will appear next?
If one is fearful of the feelings that arise one becomes numb by not allowing them.
We learn to numb ourselves as children, because like you have said, parents are scared of feelings too, they deny their own so teach children to deny them also.
That which is actually arising is aliveness and it is denied most of the time - in favour of other. 'Other' is never here so life is denied - no wonder there is so much suffering for the human being. Being is denied in favour of what should be - but who says you should be anything other than what is?
Know thyself.
Yes, each feeling being like a beautiful flower, and you never know what will appear next - you'll certainly will never get bored! And the more I embrace and come to terms with my fear of them, and lose that fear, I am gaining more of a love and appreciation of my so-called 'bad feelings'.
Why do we have such bad feelings anyway? And aren't we provided with them, and the ability to feel them, so as know we're heading in the wrong direction in life - that something is very wrong, and that we should stop. We tried to stop and honour our bad feelings as children, but got overridden and told not to be stupid, so forced past our natural fear thresholds into the realm of perpetual panic - that's how it was for me. So I've been, made to fear some of my greatest assets - my bad feelings, all those flowers in me waiting to bloom.
And yes, if you're taught to fear them, as I was, you do become numb, I sure was, and having to live in my mind pretending I was feeling I was all right.