I have lost it again. Is this a cycle? I have tried to get back into gaming only to be overwhelmed by it once again.
I can't stand RPGs anymore because of the relationship it has with GRINDING. Ugh... I am so sick of grinding.
I can't play any Battle Royale game now because it separates you into groups of people with certain skill levels where as you are playing with
essentially a bunch of clones. Makes it hard to see how other players adapt to you. Seriously I don't like the online shooter game scene anymore what
so ever because of this... hive mind thing they have going on behind the scenes.
I can't even enjoy playing games that are single player adventure games because they are just.... way too big.
Fighting games are now a nuisance with each one trying to re-invent themselves with some new mechanic or gimmick... What happened to the old combo
driven games without that stupid chance to hit a "secret" or "special movie cut scene finisher" in the middle of a fight like the DBZ series started
I can't even enjoy simulators like city building anymore because I take up too much time trying to get funds only to find out the mechanics in the
game are still STILL hard to use.
I seem to be getting overwhelmed by games now. I still love the uncharted series but I haven't really played any games like that for a long time
I lost it again.
I thought I had revived it but I only want to burn it out of my mind forever now.
The last new game I played online was: Apex Legends.
The last single player game I was playing was Spyro 2: riptos rage when I just stopped playing it all together. The last handheld game I played was
And the last time I played a game period was well over 2 and a half weeks ago.
I look at the games in steam and GoG and I just think about how much time I am going to waste in the game either Grinding, screaming, or generally
just not liking because of its setup.
I think my time for video gaming has come to an end. I don't like it anymore. Especially when every game is now coming out with loot boxes for
aesthetic pleasures instead of content with CONTEXT.
Even simple games I can't even begin playing because I just can't. I can't even begin to download it. I can't even buy it. I have so many games just
sitting on my purchase list that I don't even download anymore.
I think I just need to let it die.